grrrr…

lots of frustration lately. how much do i continue to help with things. where do i draw the line, how do i draw it, what do i draw it with…

i’ve been cheated. that is a fact. yet i still feel somehow obliged to do a few things… like pay alot of money for air travel back to Sudan. is this because I am just really generous and forgiving? or because I feel guilty for being involved briefly with someone that had nothing while I had at least something and knowing still that that person has nothing or at least appears to have nothing. and in continuing to give i become a much better person than that person is?

when he said “turn the other cheek” did he mean only once or over and over again?