12 hours from today

im sitting in gatwick airport waiting to board my flight. in approximately 12 hours i will be back in texas.

im feeling sad. and happy. leaving a place isn’t an easy thing after being there for so long. i have left a number of times, but always knowing that i was on my way back. this time… i don’t know. i can say that I will return eventually, hopefully sooner than later. we shall see.

the thought of texas scares me a little bit. is it going to be easy to get back into the flow of things there or will i feel like a stranger in my own home for a long time to come?

hmm… i think the lack of sleep is getting to me.